Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Hello peeps~~
Once again i shall liven this blog up...
its not easy leh...
come help oso plz... post anything you wan here...
anw... pt 2...
all these are in my blog achives...
now you wun be able to find them cept for here... so..
yeah... enjoy...
while you still can...
The Sinner's Journal IIAnd there he was,
in my life.
Finally,
someone who cares so much for me.
Who is he?
He is the one who knows you inside out.
The one who loves us so much,
that he had to trade the life of his son,
and for wad?
For us to treat him like dirt.
For us to say he doesnt exsist.
Is it fair for him?
I guess not.
And here we are,
his followers.
Do we dare call ourselves that?
Yeah of course we dare.
But do we dare live our life in example of his?
Sure most will say "Of Course!"
In fact almost all will say
"Yeah why not?"
But will their actions show it?
I guess not.
So what are we really?
We have to decide.
He found me,
saved me,
and showed me love.
So much love I almost drowned,
but sometimes i ask myself.
"Where is my love?
My love to him?"
True I've given my offerings,
Talked with him.
But is that just a daily routine?
Or was it done out of love?
Is my love for him even up to
one out of infinite of the love he had gave me?
I guess not.
Leave that alone
.The darkness was once again beckoning.
How inviting,
I thought.
Let me immerse myself in it once more!
Fill me with hatred and lust!
But was that right?
I guess not.
He loved me so much,
and I say i love him too.
But when i stopped to think of what love meant,
it struck me.
I hardly loved him.
My love wasn't even enough to fill up a cup,
much less drown someone with it.
Do I know what love means?
I guess not.
Love,
is it something one would give up everything for?
No.
It is an action.
A simple action.
That enables one to give up everything,
just to get a chance to SEE,
the person he loves just for one more second.
Do I know what everything means?
I guess not.
Everything,
what does it mean?
Is it your latest gadgets?
How do You,
define everything?
It is simply,
Everything.
Everything you ever wanted,
ever gotten,
ever desired.
And in order to love?
These things got to go.
Everything is a summary,
of what you ask?
Everything is a summary,
of Every Worldy Possessions.
So, do you really love him?
Do You?
Love the very person!
That gave up everything.
Just so he could see you grow.
Just so he could see you love him back,
which many of us,
obviously,
failed at.
Just so he could see the world,
cursing and swearing with his name.
Just so he could see the people
he loved say he does not exsist.
Is it fair for him?
I guess not.
So for starters.
I'm going to start loving.
From him,
to the people he gave me,
friends,
families,
myself.
Your reflection is the most
important thing in your life.
Why?
Why?
You might ask.
Without your reflection,
there will be no You.
If we had no reflection,
there would be no us.
And that would mean no love.
He gave you a reflection,
to remind yourself that somewhere in that mirror.
There is a sense of longing for him.
Do I agree with myself?
I hope i do.
Who is this he?
This him?
The one who Loves you so much?
The one who Gave his only son.
Just so those he loved
would love him back,
and those he loved would criticise him.
Who is he?
He is the Almighty.
He is the Beginning,
and the End.
He is the Sole person in this world,
who loves you so so dearly.
He is my father.
His name is Jesus.
And he is my God.
And he is also yours.
You don't have a choice.
Whether you like it or not,
He will still love you.
Whether you love him or not,
He will still love you.
Thats why he wants you
to join him in heaven.
Need help getting there?
Only one simple thing you have to do.
Accept him as your Lord and Saviour.
And love him with all your heart.
The World need not go to hell.
We can still make it to Heaven.
Don't take my hand.
Take his.
And he will lead you home.
Home,
To Heaven.
~James
Like i said... i will post the poems i wrote...
anw this poem is like i think last year de...
enjoy!
The Sinner's Journal I
I've sinned to a point of no return,
and only God can release me of my burden.
Wandered off too far,
where heaven's no longer in sight,
only to lately realize my sorry plight.
Weak and fragile,
I sinned even more,
turning to violence and gore.
Lost the ability to love and forgive,
love into lust,
and vengeance grew out of forgiveness.
Till one day a bright light broke the silence of darkness,
and it swept through me,c
leansing me inside out,
and I knew at once,
what that was about.
God had found me,
and now I am going home.
Salvation was there,
staring right at me,
so close yet so far,
I could touch it,
but I could not.
For some reason I was not yet forgiven,
or so I thought.
And then I looked back and saw,
the devil's claw,
clinging on to me,
those devilish lies,
blinding me, crippling me.
And once again I was lost,
I lagged behind, unable to see.
Plunging into darkness,
i grabbed onto a hand,
a warm hand,
filled with all the love and joy in the world.
God had come back,
for me.
He dusted me, put me to my feet,
gave me clean clothing,
cleansed my of my sins,
and told me to just walk towards the light,
the Everlasting Light,
of Heaven.
And there he will be waiting,
he said.
And in the blink of an eye,
he was gone,
back to his throne,
where he continued to watch my every move.
Now all I had to do was to walk,
a long corridor of temptation.
Sure,
it was easy.
At first.
Occasionally I grew weary.
Slacked a lil'.
And even went back into the darkness.
But God's light shown so brightly and everlastingly.
Its was hard not to notice it,
and every time it just brings me back to the pathway to heaven.
So I carried on with my journey,
Sure,
life will pull me down,
temptation will drag me under,
the darkness will beckon yet again.
But Heaven's everlasting Light will shine down,
and light the path I am supposed to take.
A path that will lead me to others like me.
A path that lead me home.
A path,
To Victory.
~James