Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Like i said... i will post the poems i wrote...

anw this poem is like i think last year de...

enjoy!



The Sinner's Journal I



I've sinned to a point of no return,
and only God can release me of my burden.
Wandered off too far,
where heaven's no longer in sight,
only to lately realize my sorry plight.
Weak and fragile,
I sinned even more,
turning to violence and gore.
Lost the ability to love and forgive,
love into lust,
and vengeance grew out of forgiveness.

Till one day a bright light broke the silence of darkness,
and it swept through me,c
leansing me inside out,
and I knew at once,
what that was about.
God had found me,
and now I am going home.

Salvation was there,
staring right at me,
so close yet so far,
I could touch it,
but I could not.
For some reason I was not yet forgiven,
or so I thought.
And then I looked back and saw,
the devil's claw,
clinging on to me,
those devilish lies,
blinding me, crippling me.
And once again I was lost,
I lagged behind, unable to see.

Plunging into darkness,
i grabbed onto a hand,
a warm hand,
filled with all the love and joy in the world.
God had come back,
for me.
He dusted me, put me to my feet,
gave me clean clothing,
cleansed my of my sins,
and told me to just walk towards the light,
the Everlasting Light,
of Heaven.

And there he will be waiting,
he said.
And in the blink of an eye,
he was gone,
back to his throne,
where he continued to watch my every move.
Now all I had to do was to walk,
a long corridor of temptation.

Sure,
it was easy.
At first.
Occasionally I grew weary.
Slacked a lil'.
And even went back into the darkness.
But God's light shown so brightly and everlastingly.
Its was hard not to notice it,
and every time it just brings me back to the pathway to heaven.
So I carried on with my journey,

Sure,
life will pull me down,
temptation will drag me under,
the darkness will beckon yet again.
But Heaven's everlasting Light will shine down,
and light the path I am supposed to take.
A path that will lead me to others like me.

A path that lead me home.

A path,
To Victory.

~James